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Around November 2024 I was in a period of my life where a huge external pressure was placed on me where i was genuinely fearing i was going to lose my home.
Out of all of the stress, i chose to just let my tablet pen guide me to form shapes and horrors that could help me release me from these horrible feelings.
This was one such demon to rise from my wintery despair. #illustration #demon #monster #art
Putting the thoughts to doodle before bed
Testing the waters and putting this crop of one here to see if my anxious brain falls apart by putting a tiny bit here where probably no one will see it
Although no one will see it on my tumblr either even if i posted the full set so hhhhh i hate how uneasy posting art makes me feel these days but i want to... reach out... and... share....
Id have no idea what to ever tag this either aaaaaa
I've drawn 16 full illustrations of weird demon monsters from november last year to date. Every time i got stressed id just do a bit of cross hatching to form awful monsters and ummmm on one hand i think it is kinda siiiiiiick and wanna show the class my series
but on the other hand if i show them i kinda feel i will die of embarrassment for more symmetry tool weird shit or i will just get called ai slop again for simply drawing weird shit (it happened once and it hurt)